Everything is getting more and more realistic.. Im starting to hate everything around me. I could hardly trust anyone, everyone now except my families.. I need to act..as if everything is fine..dun wish to care bout anything... I'm getting colder.. I seems fine.. I just need to talk lesser, care lesser as everything is redundant.
My head hurts, my neck hurts, my leg hurts, and so do my heart.
Something inside me is breaking, something inside says theres somewhere better than this.. Wishes don't count at all. Pay a price to dream.
Friends? Buddies? haha...
You are not here when i needed you most... I'm all clear with how i feel.. I had give it all, I had give for us, Give anything but i won't give up