O's coming..i will study hard.

People may think im cold..but one thing i canot hide is that i really miss everything, from the bottom of my heart..miss the days in school..with all our frens.

Tomorrow..which is tuesday..is the official last day of the graduating class. I really wonder how the last day would be like, really hope that we can go back to the past although knowing its impossible. We are sec5..being in this school for 5 years. The sec 4 would be uncomparable to us..as the memory we have during the past years is filled with many memorable moments..both happy and sad.

I would miss all my classmates..even if i once hate them. One very good example would be Boon Kiat..haha..becoz of his attitude in the past years..but now im starting to miss everyone and his fats and laughter, and so do the malay boys i would miss them..its the 1st time i feel im getting close to almost everyone in my class. But the year is going to end..i would try not to shed any tears no matter what..since i would only do that on my bed during late night haha..lame...

My father once told me..true enough there are no friends forever. Everyone have to live their own lifes in the future, nobody knows what we are going to be like. He says that theres not a single friends that hes staying in contact where he knows them in his younger years. By the time he has found out about his friends..some had already pass away..some nowhere to be found or struck with all sort of illnesses. Imagine a friend where u once being so so close with..someone who would be your listening ears, had pass away in ur later years where you don't even know after much years later. By that time how much memory would you still have about that person..
I don't want that to happen to me..i don't want any memory i have now to fade away. I would want to, still stay close with all my friends. No matter how many new friends i would make in the future..i don't think it could compare to the best friends i have now.

I would say that the most sad years in my school life would be in sec5..
but the years i would cherish the most is this year.

Tuesday...i would not skip school even its boring coz i dun wanna miss ani more things for the very last moment. =)

Lots of crap..maybe...



Some things can't be change, no matter how hard i try.
I don't want to face the truth.