people says im anti..but maybe tats jus mi, when im not wif my closest frens.
When im small..i guess im brought up differently. Numbed..what i want did not always fufilled. Theres no begging in my life..i could still rmb tat would onli get scolding from my father. I have listened to many things bout life when im small..whenever i gets abit childish, i would onli get detest by my siblings..When i couldnt set to a decision i would again, get scolding from my father..had a childhood tat demand nth..spent my time thinking bout life, if not play..to occupy my time n to keep myself happy. I'm treated as an adult by my father..hu wanted mi to be a upright person..but i jus suck. Once again..im numb..it was difficult for mi to cry whenever im sad. Hide everything in my heart n wait for it to get away time after time..putting everything in the heart feels terrible. End of all, my english suck..
Went to Cj house in the afternoon, chat wif him for sometime n he told mi some meaningful stuffs..n i agreed.
Coughing n sniffing hurt mi in the stomach~ Unfit.